And this is why I don’t mess up my sleeping patterns.
Holy moley the last few days (weeks?) have been sucky. Sleeping but not feeling like I slept. Sleeping well and waking up feeling like I could do it all again for another 12 straight hours.
The basic attempts to function (eat food, go to work) are taking up all my energy for now. Ugh, food. I’m so bored with food. It’s so plain eating on a minimal budget and I’ve taken to eating fast just so I’m over and done with it sooner.
2014 has been strange so far. I’ve struggled to keep taking the actions I’ve wanted to, whether it be blogging or other areas.
I mean, how is it freaking JUNE already? Halfway through the year and I still think it;s 2013. Maybe because 2014 isn’t treating me any better. JUNE, people!
ProBlogger is less than three months away.
Less than three months to try and save the money to stay at the Gold Coast for a few nights. Ha! Saving…what is that? I have a week until I get paid and $8 left in my bank account. (If I can’t save enough for my room at QT then I’m going to ask a friend who lives down there if I can crash on her couch. Or maybe I’ll scavenge enough together for a private hostel room. One thing I’ve learned in years of conference & convention going is that the experience is very diluted if you don’t stay in the same hotel though.)
Part time work makes it so hard to make ends meet. I still love the ‘time off’ each week. The last few years have been so damn busy & stressful that I’ve needed this. I am looking to go to full time as soon as possible, but I think my brain and body will appreciate the break from full time in the long run.
See, this is why I don’t mess with my sleeping patterns: it makes me produce nonsensical blog posts like this one.
Are you as freaked out as I am that it’s JUNE?! Will I see you at ProBlogger?